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A Page From Stephen's Bible
<b> Time</b>
I've discovered that, though I've lived for roughly 19 years, I've only been aware for approximately five minutes. I've been sifting through my memories, and, without writing them down, I realize I've forgotten an alarming amount of 'living' I've done. Does this feeling pervade anyone else? I almost feel as though I've been wasting time, living and consuming but not <i>producing</i>. All this came to me quite recently, as I've sat down to consider just how fast the last few months have been. I recall that my summer before entering AUM as a freshman was nothing special, as it moved sluggishly and was mostly filled with work and sleep. Upon entering college, however, time sped up like a rolling billiard ball, and I feel my body being thrown towards some black oblivion, corner pocket. August, September, and October have flown by, disregarding my protests. Perhaps it's because I dread Mondays and Wednesdays, the days I go to AUM. I wait solely for those days of the week to come and pass, and when they do, I begin the dreading process all over again, and so the days leading up to the two bleak, undesirable days full of work fatigue now fill up my life. Two days. Maybe these "four day weekends" aren't as great as I once anticipated. They seem to drain my life, a leech that invades my peaceful limbo on a weekly basis.
More will come later. I'm too busy at the moment to type much more.
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Stephen Niedzielski
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(28.10.04 21:22)
Excellent billard's analogy. I assume the HTML bit was intentional and not a 20Six defect, as it works in the comments.
Time..time is a myth, like Sean. What are we to do? I have to be gay and elusive, else I get angry and depressed.
Last night was fun. Sorry to keep you up so late; I hope it was worth it.
"Lord knows the world doesn't need another Robin."-Billy Wayne Flournoy
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(29.10.04 01:32)
ah the crazy life. two classes a week. i cant imagine how hard it is. i mean, some of us lament over our 5 day schedules of physics, calculus, engineering and such. Never again. I will always think about Robin and rememebr how good i have it.
Im a jackass i know. Im just "dickin". I know exactly what you mean. the thought of impedning classes sours my every move. It is a double edged sword, college. maybe , life?
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(29.10.04 03:44)
I felt like I would make my contribution, and must say as well how lucky I am that on my last paper I only had 30 sources, I mean I could have been bogged heavily down with work like you Robin, I mean I could have almost no time to do anything at all. You know what I hate research papers. Still have more to do argh. Well anyways Robin I just wanted to let you know that whenever I was with you this summer it was special for me. I hope these 4 classes of your's don't overburden you. I mean all of this in the best possible way btw.
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(29.10.04 07:24)
Robo Bobo, I understand. Especially since I also attend AUM, and also go on Mondays and Wednesday. But I must say, i have Tuesdays the most, it's the day sandwhiched in between. The work of Monday to be done, and the dread of Wednesday all over.
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Robinsky
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(29.10.04 19:50)
You know what, screw you guys. That's right, screw you guys. I wasn't saying I was the most burdened beast in the world, I was just lamenting the speed of time has intensified for me because of school. Man, way to misinterpret my entry, punkass bitches. You guys should really analyze literature more, your comprehension is about as great as my sex appeal.
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Stephen Niedzielski
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(30.10.04 08:22)
Actually, my bible is the King James' version.
Poor Robin, no one understands you for you understand no one.
To close I end with a line by "Crazy" Phil Diner:
"Silly rabbit, Trix are for rabbits!"
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fignuton
(1.11.04 02:43)
Apparently im not cool enough for this site because it wont let me make an account. so yeah i have no comment . im just going to liter up this page with my bull shit. I hope all you bitches enjoyed my get together last night if not tell me and we can settle it with the gloves and to you my dear rob i hope you had a ball at candys house for i was really pissed but hey im just ass that nobodys parents like.boo hoo hoo look at me the big baby . well any ways see all of you next sunday for some ultimate . yeah you know what im saying.
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Andrew (aka drew, drewphus, an
(3.11.04 04:38)
Yes Rob...I too have felt the same way. Just recently Ive come to realize that I was a small child not to long ago. Did I do ne thing important? I dont know I cant remember and the things I can remember dont seem very important because they werent. When I was a boy I thought that a year was a really long time, but now I can fall asleep and a year would pass me by and I wouldnt even awake to notice it. Life sometimes doesnt make much sense but it happens. Why do we work? To make money? Why do we have money? To buy things? Why do we need money to buy things? Why cant we just barter and trade like the good old days. Who knows why we live, to make money, and buy stupid useless things that we dont need is that why we live? I guess we live to find out why we are alive because if we knew what the reason for living was when we were born then there would be no point in living. Am I right? Who knows. I guess the only thing one must do is just keep on searching for the reason. And in the meantime just live life the best we can. Or something along those lines.
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Andrew
(4.11.04 00:32)
Yes sean...I was a small child not to long ago...something just, happened!
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